I'm Legal!

So on Sunday, it was Father's Day, but it was also my 21st birthday! It was a fun an wonderful day. We got to go to church, and then we went to the shooting range for my 21st activity with the family. It was a blast to shoot. I shot a 22 pistol and I'm looking forward to going back hopefully next Thursday for Ladies Night to shoot for free and just pay for the gun rental. I bought some bullets from Wal-Mart, because it was cheaper than buying them there. Michelle and I hit both hit the bulls eye, and of course, Michelle hit it more than me. Then for Father's Day, dad went to go see The A-Team and it was a great movie. I was not sure how I was going to like it, but I enjoyed it more than I thought and I want to go see it again. Hopefully on Friday with my friends Jennifer and Andy and her friend John. But anyways, it was a wonderful day! I'm off for the week from nannying since, I got a new job as a nanny. And I'm working at Chick-Fil-A, so all I have to do this week is that and study for the GRE on July 21st. So I'm trying to study and just relax at the same time! Until next time, have a great day!

Here's to a New Year

So many times in life, you have struggles and you have rough times. It feels like mine have been spaced from February 2008 and then in May of 2008 and then in November 2009. I am ready to move on and to let my past be my past. I don't want to feel like a bondage to my past. I have been realizing over the past couple of days I want to be set free from my past, but at the same time I felt like that gave me a reason when I was upset or when I was angry. But if I let everything go, then I will be fine. But I have this fear deep down inside of me that even though I want to be set free, that I will never truly be set free. I feel like that somehow and someway, my past will come back to haunt me haunt me and I don't want that. I want to leave the past in the past and I don't want it to come back. I found this quote on one of my friend's facebooks:

"Dont cling to your past. Ever. Dont cling to the comfort it may ensure or hide in the security it seems to promise.. for there is always, always a reason your past never made it to your future."

And this is what I want to happen. I am hoping that I will be able to express this to the person I need to this week and its not the person that hurt me in November. So anyways. That is what I'm wanting to do in the New Year. I want to leave my past behind me and be free and to work on myself as a person!

So here's to 2010! =]